| Today was a busy day...the streets were filled with people in the holiday mood and some not so in the mood....had a good hearty laugh with my best guyfriends... But..i miss the big city...it's calling my name... 
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| The clouds sourronding..the sun shining exuberently,,,the wind blow harshly and cold but yet she is happy because her life has been changing...life is good...friends are good...God is good....Amen... |
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| sooo i havent updated this for a little while...my senior year has
started it has been crazy i have classes w/ people i havent had classes
with since like 6th grade but anyway mr.wynegar is nice a couple days
ago he was talking bout bowl movements???? ok and mrs.norton uhh i
could fall asleep in her class its sooo boring well sometimes lol and
band is just great ummm yea but the drama is still going on and i try
to ignore it but yet i can't...fri night was our first and last
football game and it rained grrrrr but after school i drove
megan,ian,tyler and brennan to jim and nena's for dinner haha that was
fun hmmmm good times well dover lost 20-13 fri night hopefully they do
better this fri night hopefully o yea and work has been going good the
people are soo nice and i have alot of visitors.....
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| and last night i cried myself to sleep because i can't handle all of this...the mixed emotions,the drama,the stress..it builds up inside of me and i can't hold it in any longer so i cry i cry in my dark bedroom w/ the music on while the world is sleeping so no one can hear..but sometimes i wish that someone was there that i could call someone to hold me through all of this pain...someone to wipe away my tears and tell me everything will be ok, to hold my hand through all of this...or just someont to talk to..... |
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